Washed Away Messages

I love these prints from this etsy shop Bueller I happened to stumble upon...which I'm so happy that I did.  I've always found the beach so relaxing and peaceful...I've always wished I had a beach house.  How amazing would it be to step out every morning to a beautiful view of the ocean?  I also can't get enough of the writings in the sand...if you were to come with me to the beach you would probably catch me drawing hearts with an "e" and "c" ( C is the boyfriend's initial) inside. Sometimes I write it so close to the shore just to see the words slowly fade away into the ocean or other times I leave it where I know someone else will find it.  After such a long week of no sleep and the craziness at work, I think the last photo sums up my week.  I ended up taking a vacation day to let myself relax and I feel so good right now.  Sometimes we just have to know that in the end everything will turn out ok.

Relaxing at the Beach

I had a fun day at the beach earlier this week.  The boyfriend convinced me to be a little bad and spend the whole day relaxing at the beach.  We didn't leave until the sun went down.  I know I posted the other day how the beaches over here were not all that, but surprisingly it was much better than I remembered.  There were only seashells on the sand...no seaweed or dead jellyfish, I didn't feel anything squirming around on my legs, the waves were great, the water was a perfect temperature.  All in all, a really great day.

Thank you beach for such a beautiful day

Me and boyfriend made this starfish

old beach house

seashells!!! They were everywhere

Fairy Wings

So a friend of mine dropped a major mood killer on me the other day.  I mean really what am I suppose to say to him? It's been years, we've never had a thing, I'm tired of hurting you but I'm sorry, I'm in love with someone else. Yes, were only "just friends". I was just so upset with him after I told him I thought he was over me (he told me he liked me back in 2001)  and his response was "nope. I still hope for the future".  Keep in mind that we've never dated or anything...it's always been just friends and I've made it completely clear as glass that I don't have feelings for him that way.  So yes I felt like some horrible person all day for having to tell him it's not ever going to happen between us, I know it hurt him but sometimes you can't always sugarcoat things.  If he was still having hope for the future, being nice about it was the last thing that needed to happen.  All I really wanted to do was get away.  I'm telling you sometimes I wish I really did have wings so I could just fly away.  Oh but where would I go?  Someplace sunny with a beach, I don't know why but I'm completely addicted to the beach.  It's funny because I hardly ever go to the beach out here (they pretty much suck and so does the brown water).  You can't see anything and when I feel things on my legs and can't tell if it's a fish or seaweed, it kinda freaks me out.  So yeah, wings are in definite need when things get awkward.  Just get me out of here.

California Girl

with work being so busy, i definitely feel like i'm due for a vacation

last year i went to california with my parents and sister

i love,love,love the beach

we stayed at the hollywood roosevelt...so much fun

the weather was beautiful there...can't say i missed the texas sun burning my back

miss this place so much...can't wait to go back